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The Story Begins!
✿ jgn perlekehkan aq.
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Sunday, May 1, 2011 | 11:24 PM | 0 cakap cakap
aq tao aq perempuan.aq tao kaw da lalui bnde tu sume kat sane.aq tao bukan sng kat sane.aq tao ia tak best mcm biase..i just need a chance to prove it.prove it to my 'ayah'..dan aq rase kaw sgt drop kan aq.u know what,u keep saying that "kaw akn menyesal",,"kaw betul2 nak masuk sini ke???",, "tak payah la weyh,,tak best pon",,,mcm2 yg kaw ckp kat aq..mcm2 alasan kaw bagi kat aq and buat aq cam nk nanges doe.fine,nampak tak cengeng aq! yela! kaw mmperlekeh kan aq! kaw tak percaye ngn aq..yeah u rite,u dont have to trust me,u are nothing to me.but plzz,kaw buat aq sedeyh bile aq teringat arwah ayh..kaw ckp yg "kaw jd laftenan pon,kaw hanye askar simpanan je,,tak payah la weyh.pegi ipta laen".. kaw tao ayh aq ape?ayh hanye sarjan oke.dgn kerje tuh lah ayh didik kitorg,dgn duet sarjan ayh tu lah ayh besarkan ank2 dy and now,ank2 dy sume berjaye.. and what are u trying to say? jadi askar wataniah tuh just a waste? tak bule buat kaw hidup?tak bule bagi kaw duet? come on lah man..tell u what,dlm hidup nie,sume bnde yg kite buat ade risiko, everything have pro and contra,,and i want to let u know that i really believe in faith,,rezeki and effort yg kite bg to grab it,,grab what we want..this is my dream,,this what i want since i was young,,this is what my dad want me to do,,AND THIS IS WHAT I'VE PROMISED HIM...so,cant u plzz just shut u mouth! sbb this is everythng for me.i want it.i just want it!!
u know what,sumtime i feel like i cant do this.aq rase aq lembik,,aq tak thn lasak,and i found it so hard when i keep thinking bout it..tp aq tak tao ape sbenanye yg buat aq nak sgt go through this thing.
seriously,u make me wanna cry dude..sbb kaw tak tao,,betape aq nk kan nie.and hati aq ckp i have to do this.and u boy,thnx for all the advice oke.i appriciate it but it doesn't help me a lot cause i know what i do and what i have to do..aq tak maen2 oke.
u know what,sumtime i feel like i cant do this.aq rase aq lembik,,aq tak thn lasak,and i found it so hard when i keep thinking bout it..tp aq tak tao ape sbenanye yg buat aq nak sgt go through this thing.
seriously,u make me wanna cry dude..sbb kaw tak tao,,betape aq nk kan nie.and hati aq ckp i have to do this.and u boy,thnx for all the advice oke.i appriciate it but it doesn't help me a lot cause i know what i do and what i have to do..aq tak maen2 oke.
chill aish,prove it,u can do it.i know u can.
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