hye guys! Assalamualaikum.

It's 2018! the last post was on 2016. haha. baru nak cipta rekod nak tulis blog setahun sekali tp 2017 tak post anything.. lol.. well, it's good to be here. again! so, throwback 2017 sikit lah. shall we? (sbb 2017 takde post pape,tak kiraaa nak cerita 2017  jugak walaupun skrg dah 5th feb 2018. haha)

2017,

Sambung belajar. Master of Engineering (Structure). It was hard. not as what i've expected. banyak blajar benda advance. project melanah lanah (read too much). Assignment susah, project susah, pressure overload. omg. but i've survived 2 semester. Alhamdulillah. Result dua² sem ni alhamdulillah. Tp tahap susah dlm study ni lagi stress bila kite mengadu kat org, kite ckp study stress, tapi org tak percaya dan org ckp kite propa. haha. stress weyh. if only you guys trust me, it was not easy. T____T  its okay! aku assume semua doakan aku yg terbaik. haha..

2017,

spending time more dgn mak. happy mom happy me. Alhamdulillah. dpt bakti kat mak. jadi cinderelalala. i feel so gooooddddd. 

2017,

Gain too much kilos. to be exact, 10 kilos lepas degree (2years at home). haha..gila. serious gila. murung weyh baju semua tak muat. wakakaka.. ye lahh..nak diet lah ni. kbai. 

2017,

bestfriends tukar status. ade yg kawin. ade yg bertunang. well, sedikit sebanyak memberi kesan dlm hidup aku. haha. jenis sayang kawan, bile diorg tukar status rasa kehilangan. a bit. but im happy for them. :') before this kawan² lain kawin tak rasa sgt, tp bila kawan rapat yg we used to share everything, feeling losing lah jugak. haha.emo kan? serabut lah kau aish. tak lahhh.. aku ok je. saje je nak bg tau aku rindu kawankawan. lol. somehow, 2017 ajar aku yg there's no such things as bff. best friend forever tu dah tak valid once masing2 ade commitment lain. masing2 ade life, and you'll not be as important mcm dulu. so yeah, belajar utk melepaskan. belajar untuk memahami. belajar untuk jadi matang, bersyukur dan menghargai what's left. :')

2017,

seeking for love like hell. haha! sumpah weyh, rasa menyesal pun ade. to be true, 2017 adalah tahun aku mencari bahagia tp tak jumpa.haha. cari yang like seriously cari. hahahaha. teruk tak teruk lah perangai. baitul muslim, tinder, till jannah, you name it! gila. sbb on that time rasa mcm gelabah umur 25 tapi takde kawan. gelabah kan? skrg baru rasa wth kau nak kena rasa macam tu. lepak lah. annoying. kenal dgn macam² org, ade yg best ade yg tak, ade yang annoying ade yg acah  ustaz, ade yg pick up line melampau2 pastu sepi. wakaka. tapi, ade yang dah bg bahagia, tp berlalu pergi after all, pffttt. tak, die jadi mcm culture shock sbb kau dah lama tak rasa acah2 bercinta, tetibe dah jumpa someone yg kau happy to be with, someone yg suit you very well (on that time lah lol).tetibe gone.hihi. tp takpe lah. everything happened for a reason kan? haha sedapkan hati. lesson learned. dlm proses mengenali ni kena relax² je tak payah over feeling ye dak. haha. padahal busy study, tapi kemain galak cari partner. mujur aku dah realize i shouldnt do that,so 2018 tanpa cinta lah. believe me. tak cari dah. serious. 😬

so!! tu je lah summary 2017. haha. so kite tutup entry ni dgn gambar umur #sukuabad. haha.  

oh ye, happy 2018! insyaAllah will be posting blog more frequent. because i miss to bebel like this. the fact that i know no one will read,i just write for myself lah.haha..foreversepi. bye gais.

xoxo,

aish

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